As I wallow in pain here in St. John's, I'm thinking of the beautiful, hot sun that I will be tanning in, in the summer. I've come very to loosing my trip many times, some I will not mention. But there a lot of people who understand report cards, am I right? Yeah, I ain't doing too well and until I get my marks up atleast 10% more....the plane is leaving without Amanda Borg. This sucks because it is really hard to bring up your average especially with end exams. *burns all public exams* Oh well, at least I won BEST ACTRESS in drama fest, woot!! Suck on that bitches! Haha, oh my...but yeah hopefully things will turn out for the better and I better become famous much faster so I can buy a private jet and suck up to my parents who, I'm pretty sure, hate me at the moment. Anyone who doesn't feel like this please raise your hand. Hmm....just what I thought, everyone feels disowned. Meh I guess it's a phase or a feeling, but I can definitly say that it's not pretty. I would love to have a wicked relationship with my parents like some but I just can't, we are just sooooo different. Oh well, when I move away they will know how much they love me cause they'll miss me like hell !! Muwahahahahah!